What am I doing right now?

I just finished my masters in engineering from University of Washington. Currently, I'm looking for jobs. It never occurred to me even for a second that finding a job would be this hard. I've always been lucky in getting good jobs really quickly and unexpectedly. I don't know, I'm keeping my fingers crossed. But like, kind of losing my connection with hope. I don't really need to work anyway but I think it's really important to keep in touch with the industry. I don't even know if this posts qualifies for a blog post but I'm going to post it anyway :).